I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. I'm standing on the edge of something much too deep. It's funny how we feel so much, and cannot say a word. Oh we are screaming inside and can't be heard. ( Sarah McLaughlin- I will remember you...)

Leaving in 7 hours. Can't sleep. I know its going to be great. I just have to get there.

I am willing, yet I'm so afraid

So, as the time gets closer to leave for the Philippines, it has become overwhelming. And all I can think of are the lyrics to hands and feet:

I've abandoned every selfish thought
I've surrendered every thing I've got
You can have everything I am
And perfect everything I'm not
I'm willing, I'm not afraid
You give me strength
When I say

I want to be your hands
I want to be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

And I try, yeah I try
To touch the world like You touched my life
And I'll find my way
To be your hands

In 2 days I am going across the world for some reason beyond reason. I know I am supposed to be there. I just don't know why. This video gave me an overwhelming sense of peace today. The verses are just perfect.



I hope in the next three weeks that I learn how to really sing my Lifesong.